Monday, 25 May 2009

Day one : Figuring out where to go.

So , pretty much, I hate being jobless. I got made redundant from basically the best job in the world. I miss Blockbusters quite alot. Its been part of my life for 2 years. With it, Ive had my fair of shit with managers and certain people. And people in my past who frankly now i cant believe i wasted my time with them.
I do not trust alot of people. In fact i could probably count the people i trust on one hand.
Trust is a word thats thrown around alot these days. To me it is so important. But my biggest enemy is myself.
I have to let go of the past and focus on the stuff and the people who have come into my life the past few months. I can honestly say ive never been happier. But there are forever the nagging voices at the back of my head saying that in the end, i WILL get hurt again.
But i will overcome it, because i know i can.
I will not let this go.

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