Ill

I feel like death. Today i went to C-town and hung around with the boyfriend , we got noodles and chilled out. I hate having to say bye. It totally sucks.

Listen to IN MY EYES!

End of an era.

So i guess alot of people have been posting blogs about Michael Jackson. It came as a bit of a shock especially since my mate rang me up and told me over the phone. What a legend. The man made some incredible music and whether you loved him or hated him, you had to admire everything he achieved. From the first time he sang with Jackson 5 or the first time he moonwalked. Personally I think he was a VERY misunderstood individual. People can be so vile and some of the status's i saw on facebook that night and the following morning disgusted me. After all, he was only a human being.
For many people, an inspiration for music or dancing.

The memorial service was extremely moving and a lot more sombre then the extravaganza i was expecting. But i think it was perfectly executed and i held it together until little Paris spoke. My heart goes out to the Jackson family.



i leave you with this. xo

fuck

my actual life. fuck fuck fuck

not.

i hate this. i hate being jobless. i understand that i am deffintly not the only one who has made redundant but i love working. i have applied everywhere. i just hate not having money to go anywhere or see people. i feel like i let everyone down. and i dont want to anymore. i dont want to have to borrow money or people or make people feel like they have to buy me a drink or whatever.
fuck it. i might as well became a total recluse.

Want List. Part 2.

Studio Ghibli Collection. - Ebay!

To see Graf Orlock - Monday.

To get a job - ANYWHERE.

To get some red vans authentics - Like this.

To get the sims 3 - soon :(

To get a pet bunny - Like this

Basically.

I will never let you down.
Ever.

You mean the world to me. And more. My Boyfriend. My Best Friend. My Saviour.

evil

"There is no heaven of glory bright, and no hell where sinners roast. Here and now is our day of torment! Here and now is our day of joy! Here and now is our opportunity! Choose ye this day, this hour, for no redeemer liveth!"